yesterday i coped. ignored life, immersed myself in tv land, ate unhealthy comfort food and just coped. as i went to bed last night, hours after i had planned, i was discouraged and frustrated that i wasted an entire day.
today, life is back with a vengeance. things i had shoved out of my mind came back to slap me viciously in the face. heavy words and situations are causing fear to rise. since the moment i woke up on sunday, it has just been one of those weeks.
God, i am desperate for wisdom to speak into these situations. i long for peace to overwhelm everyone involved. more than anything, i want to sit in your lap and feel your arms around me. you are the great redeemer. amen!