well hello there…it has been awhile.  so much is changing and i have been overwhelmed with the monstrosity that is my life.  i’ve come to realize that i don’t want to write light, fluffy stuff if that is not how the days are going.  i am spending most of my time filling my every moment with things to do or checking out for a few hours by doing senseless stuff like tv and reading.  i don’t feel strong enough to face things so i have resisted blogging about them as well.  once you put your thoughts into words it makes them seem a little bit more real and that scares me.

a miracle would be really nice right about now.


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