my muscles are aching. mostly from a combination of camping, wakeboarding and kayaking, but even deeper than that…my heart aches. it yearns for the things i don’t have and the loss of a dream.
i thought things would look different. i thought i might be devastated. i counted on a certain support team, but instead received peace from the only one who can grant peace.
i don’t know where to go from here but i don’t feel lost.