So Joshua fought the Amalekites as Moses had ordered, and Moses, Aaron and Hur went to the top of the hill. As long as Moses held up his hands, the Israelites were winning, but whenever he lowered his hands, the Amalekites were winning. When Moses’ hands grew tired, they took a stone and put it under him and he sat on it. Aaron and Hur held his hands up—one on one side, one on the other—so that his hands remained steady till sunset. So Joshua overcame the Amalekite army with the sword.
so often i just try to fight through everything on my own. relying on others requires vulnerability and allows for a greater potential for disappointment if/when people don’t follow through.
why did God place Moses in this place knowing that his arms couldn’t handle it?
why am i in that same place?
please pray for me as i am fighting a battle against feelings of worthlessness and distrust.